in the early of the year, i was being outsource to another company as my branch didnt have any extra outsource guy or so called employee.. the working period not long and yet not short.. but indeed, is a most relaxing period for me and yet the most happiest moment i ever had.. though need to wake up early but the thing i like most is the finish time is much much earlier than current job.. beside that, i alwiz able to off my work very punctual and if they ask me to do any OT, i will gladly do so as i able to claim it per hour basis rather you work till your bloody cell become thin, you onli able to get rm15 for the meal allowance..
when i was asked to back to my current job, there was drastic change in my life.. the change i hate most.. and yet i dun wan just to be a hem.. is remind me a book called 'Who Moved My Cheese?' written by dr. spencer johnson.. it's reflect to our life nowadays.. therefore, i choose to become a haw.. try to learn and adapt the change in order to hope to get a better life..
month of april and may indeed give me much more exposure i have last time.. since as i said have a drastic change, from a heaven lifestyle become to a hell lifestyle.. i not onli have to learn fast to catch up the latest up-to-date support, and i need to recalled all the syllabus i learn since i join the company.. is a huge challenge and need lots of faith to get thru the barrier..
when i talked to my frens about my job and my life, i reli hope my 2 years bond will be get thru faster.. not only able to get away from paying the sum of amount back to company once i terminate the contract but also i able to enjoy to moment saying 'i'm quit' to my manager any moment i wan to without second doubt.. that's one factor.. the second is the $$.. that's my main problem.. human is greedy.. no matter how much he earn, he will alwiz said not enuf.. human is just like tat.. alwiz not get enuf or satisfied of wat he have right now.. same goes to me.. even though i stay at my home, eat at home, but still not able to secure my financial.. is not that i alwiz like to spend my salary uncountable, but i just too calculate over my expenses to ensure i wont get the trouble of financial problem.. so, to my fren out there, sorry for my calculative and of course, the kedekut style.. therefore, i alwiz put xtra alert on wat i spend the money..
that's the reason i find that my life is so dull and boring.. hardly to find myself satisfaction in watever i doing.. or i shud do like wat other's ppl do.. dont care so much.. but when come to end of the month, i just buy or spend something that i like most to make me happy guar or award myself over the hardship i went thru..
yesterday, my GM asked me wat my ambition.. i reli think twice before i able to answer him.. i said i wan to be at your place (means i hope that i able to be a GM like him).. he laughed and replied me, 'good.. i so wish that someone able to take over my place, therefore i able to get another good position'.. actually, in far of my heart, i do know wat to reply to him at the first place.. first, i study a bright future course but not suit to me.. second, i join the job which i sometimes like but mostly hate.. haha.. and yet, i not able to determine whether i still suit to this job..
i remembered once i go for a tarrot reading, when i asked bout my career.. when the lady asked me whether i got think to change job, i answer her yes.. after take 5 cards and asked my to choose which is represent current and which is represent the new job.. this is the explaination i get.. i can see you have made a wise choice to choose this company as your career.. you have a bright future.. while the other one, i saw you will get trouble.. all your hardwork will being taken by your superior.. therefore, if i were you, i will stay at wat i doing now to see the overview first before decide to move.. when i recalled the stories to my frens, mostly said the prediction go wrongly d.. the good one shud go to new job.. shud i laugh?!